No One Dies A Virgin, Life Screws Us All

Moon

2010-08-28T11:06:00.007+08:00

Check this out!

I eat the moon!

Nyom! Nyom! Nyom!

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo

2010-08-27T19:01:00.003+08:00

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo was a good read. It made my heart skip a few beats as I flipped the pages. Stieg Larsson has a vivid imagination on story telling and his characters just casually leaps of the page. The girl with the dragon tattoo is such a compelling character suffering from social ills and how she uses her sources to solve a mystery is just jaw dropping.

It is about a murder on an island, some years ago, where a journalist is called to help solve a case which appeared to be unbreakable. The girl is the grand daughter of one of the most famous financial figures in Sweden, and he suspects that a member of his family was responsible for the death of her grand daughter. The journalist with the help of the girl with the dragon tattoo takes on the case from different points of view and what they find was simply staggering.

I was so hooked on the book that I just had to get the second part of the three part trilogy. The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, The Girl who Played with Fire and The Girl who Kicked the Hornet's Nest are the titles.

They even turned the books into movies. But unfortunately, it is in Swedish. I'm currently looking for the DVD or the torrent online, but I can't seem to find a functioning one. It got good reviews from the international media so this makes it the movie that I have to watch, one way or another. Why is it so difficult to get foreign language films to play in Malaysia? Essh. Moronic.

They are also making a remake of the movie in English. And who stars in it? Daniel Craig! Woo hoo. I think that was perfect casting for the part of the journalist. Can't wait, can't wait!

Intrigued

2010-08-27T04:42:00.003+08:00

I love intriguing.

Intriguing is good.
Intrigue the hell outta me!

Busy La

2010-08-24T14:31:00.001+08:00

Listening to: The Brown Eyed Girls, Abracadabra

Orgasmic sial this song.

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been busy with...... stuff.

Have been having writer's block as well. Every time I start on a post, I end up leaving it hanging and I just forget about it. Three times this happened. Gah!

My sister was here from Australia for two weeks. Been having so much fun with her. If you're an avid stalker of my Facebook page then you'll see all the crazy pictures. My picture on my blog being one of them. All we did was go out, eat, shop, sleep. I think I gained 5 Kilos from those two weeks alone. Missed her a lot and it was really good having her around. Just to talk and do stupid things. Felt a little down when she left, but it's okay, cause I'll definitely be seeing her again.

I've already come up with my education plan, but I haven't exactly executed it yet. Starting my Canadian International Matriculation Program (CIMP) in Sunway University College this coming January and also planning to take three SPM papers at the year end of 2011. Most of you think that I'm crazy or just clearly wasting my time. But this battle is one that I HAVE to do. It's a personal vendetta against everything and everyone. I want to be able to do a medical course and the only way that's going to happen if I go all out in the coming year and more.

From a friend via Facebook: Defeat is not the worst of failures. Not to have tried is the worst failure.

Been having a tough time with money. Need a job. Or I need to be really good in poker ;)

Will

2010-07-29T01:53:00.003+08:00

People deserve a second chance. Don't they?

So I messed up my life once before. Who's to say that I'm going down that same path again?

I will to be different. I will for a change.

But sometimes the world doesn't see that will and leaves you in a void. A helpless one at that.

But I'm still here. I'm still persevering.

I will succeed.

Die, the people who think otherwise.

Sheesh. I'm a sadist.

I need a new job people. Anyone know where I can strip for a living?

Stop It!

2010-07-27T22:30:00.001+08:00

Stop beating around the bush and fucking with my head.

Kelantan and Celebrities

2010-07-23T22:49:00.005+08:00

I got offered a place in University Malaysia Kelantan for Applied Science.

I don't want to go. But my parents seem to think otherwise.

So what happened to all the running around for Medicine? Am I just leaving it all behind and giving in to my parents and do what they want me to do?

If Medicine was never in the picture, I still wouldn't agree to this course.

They say it's a good program. It has many job opportunities. This. That.

Bottom line is, I don't want to do it. I don't get which part of that they don't understand.

It has been a little confusing on my end and I decided to give them an ultimatum.

If I'm not doing Medicine, I am not going anywhere near Applied Science and I am just going to settle for Mass Communication.

LOL. A bit harsh, but screw it. I can't be troubling myself and them any longer. So it's crunch time.

Oh, yeah. I joined Celebrity Fitness last week. Can't wait for the outlet to open and start to gym! Another reason not to go to Kelantan!

Harry Potter Pawns the Twilight Saga

2010-07-16T17:21:00.003+08:00

What is the big hoop-la about the Twilight Saga?

What is it that makes this series to die for? Why does it make girls swoon and drool like cavemen? And why does it just make guys want to barf?

I've read Twilight, New Moon and I couldn't bring myself to complete Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.

I've watched the movies. For society's sake.

Reading the books. I felt like ramming my head into a brick wall. I might have actually done it. Seriously.

I can't get into the whole hype. I despise the books and felt like barfing out my innards through out the movie.

I think I know why I hate this series so much. For me, there wasn't enough realism. To be honest, there was no realism in it at all.

Don't get me wrong. I'm a fantasy geek. Sort-of. When I first heard that it was about werewolves and vampires, I was head over heels. But as I was getting into the middle of Twilight, I realised it wasn't your typical werewolf and vampire story. It turned into this icky soft-porn between a vampire who's always in pain and a girl who has not much more emotions than a plank and a boy who turns into a wolf when he's pretty much angry.

And that's when the whole thing started becoming fake. The ickyness was just too much to bear. There were too many barf moments. And as the story grew, the love triangle between girl, vampire and werewolf was just too stupid to comprehend.

Plank-girl and vampire-who-sparkles-in-the-sun fall in love. Evil vampire want's to suck plank-girl's blood. Vampire-who-sparkles-in-the-sun kills evil vampire. Evil vampire's hot chick want's to kill plank-girl for revenge. Vampire-who-sparkles-in-the-sun leaves plank-girl in the friggin' woods for endangering her. Plank-girl becomes depressed. Wolf-boy steps in to look after plank-girl and falls in love with her. Plank-girl becomes confused but still loves vampire-who-sparkles-in-the-sun. Vampire-who-sparkles-in-the-sun returns and falls in love with plank-girl while wolf-boy is jealous. Evil vampire's hot chick returns with army vampires to kill plank-girl. Wolf-boy and vampire-who-sparkles-in-the-sun join forces and kill them all. Wolf-boy still madly in love with plank-girl. Plank-girl loves both of them, but vampire-who-sparkles-in-the-sun more. Wolf-boy hurt. The two want to get married.

That's up till Eclipse. From what I hear, in Breaking Dawn, plank-girl gets married to vampire-who-sparkles-in-the-sun and transforms her into vampire-plank-girl-who-sparkles-in-the-sun. So now, they sparkle together in the sun (woop-dee-doo). Oh, she gets preggo with vampire-plank-babies-that-sparkle-in-the-sun too.

The story lost every ounce of realism in it's ridiculous ickyness.

If you're going to compare it to another fantasy novel, say the Harry Potter series. I would take that any time.

I went head over heels for the Harry Potter series when I first read it.

For one, J.K Rowling's style of writing was amazing and she kept me reading through every page without me almost never putting the book down.

Another, perhaps, is that most of the characters in the series were created to be around the same age as I was when I started reading them. A sense of connection between me and the characters were established through out the series.

I think the most important bit of the Harry Potter series was the realism involved in it. Putting aside the magical aspect of the book, it deals with real problems such as losing one's parents, fear, hope, struggles, friendship, bravery, revenge, growing up, actual hormones, actual love, choosing from what is right and wrong, good and bad, etc.

Growing up with these characters and with the sense of realism in the series makes Harry Potter one of the best series of books that I have read in my 20 years of life. And that is what makes a series unique.

The Twilight Saga? Please. It's rubbish. It just gave me massive head aches. Massive.

People say, you've not read the books, don't judge. I read, well, most of the books, and I hate what I found.

So to people out there who love the Twilight Saga, I respect your delusional mind and decisions, but................

Harry Potter PAWNS the Twilight Saga :D

Someone should really consider killing Stepahnie Meyer.

No, really, someone should actually kill her.

Lost

2010-07-15T03:54:00.002+08:00

I just got lost

Every river that I tried to cross

Every door I ever tried was locked

Oh, I'm just waiting 'till the shine wears off

Oh, Well.......

2010-07-14T06:49:00.002+08:00

FUCK. ME.

I can't sit for those three SPM papers this year.

Oh, well. Better luck next time.

Of Octopuses

2010-07-12T11:12:00.001+08:00

I don't know if I should kill Paul the Octopus

Carry him on my shoulder and parade him around to the country folk

Decipherable. NOT!

2010-07-10T06:56:00.005+08:00

I don't get it. Really.

People post comments on my posts in friggin' Chinese.

Do they really think I look like someone who could decipher that shit.

I love you for my readership, but screw you slanted eyes!

Nobody Knew

2010-07-08T19:32:00.002+08:00

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

Running Around

2010-07-08T06:49:00.003+08:00

To quote a friend: It's easier when there is only one option.

I couldn't agree more.

Let me just speed you up a bit. I was about to do CIMP. Then I discovered that I have take some SPM papers again. Then I found out that SPM registrations are closed. Then I got offered AIMST. Then I was confused. Then I went to Putrajaya. Then I don't know if I'm going to AIMST. Went to the British Council to ask about O Levels. And now, I'm going back to Putrajaya with an appeal letter to sit for my SPM examinations this year.

I've been doing so much of running around lately, that I don't know if all of it was worth anything. It's tough being at such an important cross road in my life. It's difficult to choose from what's hard and easy, convenient an inconvenient.

I didn't know it was this hard to be a doctor. I mean, I knew it was hard in med school, but I didn't expect it to be this hard to get into a med school.

I'm about to be doing another foundation and that doesn't bother me too much. But what does is the fact that my SPM has a blocking factor of what I want to achieve in life. The education system has tightened up like a virgin's ass. It's difficult to do the things you want. It's just difficult. Difficult.

Need to send my appeal letter today and I'm just hoping for the best. Should I start studying now? Maybe I should. Help in Physics. Anyone?

So friggin' dead on the inside.

Resit

2010-07-05T20:01:00.003+08:00

I might have to resit three of my SPM papers.

Add Maths

Physics

Chemistry

FML.

Confusion

2010-06-27T13:00:00.002+08:00

In a total state of confusion.

But going to Redang at 12.00AM!

So happy di

This Is It

2010-06-26T02:48:00.002+08:00

I finally watched Michael Jackson's This Is It since it's release last year.

I remember all those years ago when he was down. It was the biggest thing that could have happened at that time. I remember wanting to go for his concert. People kept telling me I was too young to go for one.

How I envied my cousin and my sister. Still do sometimes.

Watching This Is It was the closest thing I was going to get to watching Michael Jackson perform, even if it was just the rehearsals. He still has it.

How I regret not being able to watch him perform live.

I can see it. The moonwalks. The infamous crotch grabs. His high pitched, shrilling WOOH!

But most of all, his songs. That have made him a world wide phenomenon.

Black or White. Billie Jean. Thriller. Beat It. Man in the Mirror. The Earth Song. Just to name a few of my favourites.

I remember hearing the news of his death. It nearly brought news of my own. I was driving when I heard it and I nearly crashed into another car. I was shocked and bewildered.

Watching This Is It nearly brought me to tears.

The King of Pop is gone. But he has and will forever be the one and only King of Pop. Through his music, he will live on.

Michael Jackson. Forever.

Friends

2010-06-25T00:41:00.003+08:00

Just got off the phone with one of my friends and we were talking for quite some time. About things that were, things that are, and things that are about to be discovered.

It's funny, how talking to a friend can just make you forget all your troubles and for that moment in time, you are just one perfect person with no worries what so ever. The loud sounds of laughter acquired through many of the conversations and the mere sound of their voice just brings you to a better place, where your nerve-wrecking problems just melts away into this unimportant goo.

It just made me understand that there are people in the world that love you so much, that nothing else matters but their love. I don't mean the icky kind of love that Bella and Edward have, just love in general. Because besides your family, the closest of your friends will be there, no matter how far the gap that separates them from you.

My friends have been dear to me. They may not be perfect, but even with their flaws, they have managed to captivate me.

Although some have flaws beyond compare, they show their noble acts through means not as conventional as others, but still makes me wonder with awe, that they are here for me.

They are the most important things that I posses. And I begin to wonder how I would funtion without them. They are like my breath of air I take, their friendship fills my lungs each time I want to breathe.

Although I contradict my previous post, there is a better place in the world after all.

They are my loves, and I love them!

To those who have been there from the get-go:

Darshanaa

Michelle

Dinisha

Joel

Ron Nard

Ashwin

Thira

Jane

Radiance

Jin Li

Ravind

Karmen

Zhe Rei

Nirusha

Venga

Kalpanaa

Yeshotha

Kalai

and to a host of many other people, I cherish you with all my heart.

If I have missed out anyone that have been dear to me, please forgive me, to forget is the nature of man.

People

2010-06-25T00:37:00.001+08:00

So there are people in the world that have a fuck face and behave like shit.

Good to know that the world is a shitty place to live in.

Pulau Redang

2010-06-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

Did I mention I was going to Pulau Redang this weekend?

Sheesh, I need a holiday, real bad.

I know I just had one, but God knows I need another.

Wow! Do you see how clear the waters are?

Damn it weekend, come fast!

LOL

2010-06-22T22:03:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I didn't get to posting my Australia experience.

Been to busy emo-ing around.

But here's a picture of me in Australia though.

:D

Australian Withdrawal Syndrome

2010-05-24T01:15:00.001+08:00

Suffering from AW (Australian Withdrawal) Syndrome!

Will blog about the Gold Coast when I feel a little better.

West Side Story

2010-05-16T04:05:00.008+08:00

My cousin and I went for the West Side Story at Istana Budaya last Friday night. We had tickets to the Grand Circle worth RM400+ each, courtesy of my uncle and Maxis. I'm a DiGi user by the way :D

The West Side Story is about two rival gangs in New York : The Jets and The Sharks. The Jets are the working class whites and The Sharks are Puerto Rican immigrants in the States. The two gangs are always up against one another and fights are the norm between them.

Things go awry when one of the members of The Jets, Tony, falls for the sister of the head of The Sharks, Maria.

Their relationship is tested as both the groups members disapprove and a fight soon ensues with Tony and Maria caught in the middle.

The ending was amazing and I rather not say if no one has watched the play or the movie. Nyeh nyeh! Ask me in person la.....

As a musical, the choreography was amazing! The dance routines were complex and the costumes so god-damn colourful, I just couldn't avert my eyes from the spectacle. The cast was amazing, the girls and the guys were great, in all the possible senses. Their acting was so believable that I was so close to the edge of my seat, it was possible that I was giving myself a wedgie! The second half was short, but it was that half that left me with the greatest impact.

After that amazing ending, I was glad I had the chance to watch it. Watching the Broadway cast from New York do their thang was indeed an experience I would like to revisit again.

Kudos to The West Side Story!

D90

2010-05-12T15:43:00.003+08:00

Had the privilege to use the Nikon D90 for a week.

Absolutely loved that DSLR!

Unfortunately, it isn't mine to keep. Got it for my sister last week and sent it to her through her friend who is visiting Australia at this moment.

Took tons of pictures, some were pretty good, although some parties opt to differ. Arseholes!

I'm not DSLR savvy, but I do know that the camera handles well. Easy to use controls. Awesome shots, and this model also takes videos. Wow, much?

Nearly burst into tears when I handed it over. Bah! I will get one soon, in a few years maybe.

Doesn't mean I'm going to stop taking pictures with my awesome CyberShot :D

American Idol

2010-05-11T15:29:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD!

The show is turning into rubbish!

This year's talent is no where close to the contestants last year. It's becoming a chore to watch the show. Though, the guest performances were awesome, like Lady Gaga performing Alejandro with all the elaborate stage pieces.

Have I mentioned that I love Lady Gaga?

Anyways, Aaron should have stayed and Casey should have packed up and left! He's a boring douche bag! And clearly, he is not going to be in the final two.

And speaking of the final two, it is going to be a rather obvious one this year, I should think. My predictions are Crystal and Lee. Like duhhhhh!!

And the winner? Crystal!

DOUBLE DUHHHHHH!

And Simon Cowell is going to leave after this season. No one can fill his shoes, NO ONE! I heard they wanted to place Kanye West as the new judge. Why the fuck for? He's not going to put on a British accent for us, is he? Oh, dear God!

And Ellen? I mean, don't get me wrong, she's great for comic relief and I love her talk show, but she can't judge. Bet she doesn't even know what she's saying half the time. But her jokes are awesome!

Randy and Kara, yeah they can judge, but leave Simon alone, God damnit!

American Idol, you disappoint me this season.

By the way, do you know I love Lady Gaga?

Oh, and Hit-Girl from Kick Ass too :D

Crush

2010-05-11T14:29:00.002+08:00

Oh, no.

I think I'm on a blogging spree.

I was going through some of my posts and there was once I said that I might have liked someone.

Thinking about it. It was pure and utter rubbish (To whom it may concern: Sorry, but it's true).

I thought it meant something at that time, but honestly there was nothing to it. The idea of the crush turning into something more, was totally absurd. There were no actual feelings - from my part anyways - that were being relayed. I felt stuck in an empty void, waiting to escape. I came to my senses.

Never will I do that again, getting into something that is insanely impossible.

But I actually do have a crush :D

It's just a crush at the moment and nothing else. We've been chatting several times and I like the communication we have. So, here's hoping it might turn into something else.

I have tried analyzing it from different views, and for the most part, this crush has the potential to grow......

HOPEFULLY........

Deaths

2010-05-11T14:21:00.003+08:00

Two deaths last week and I can't help but wonder who's next on the list?

I know meeting Michael Jackson would be really cool and all, but really....

I think I've been to so many funerals in my life, that I'm beginning to think that I am immune to the idea of death. I'm not saying that I'm not afraid to die, I'm scared shitless, it's just the hope and belief that we go to a better place that puts me on the optimistic side of things.

Like Thira says, I am the capital 'O' in optimistic.

I am so immune, I can't even cry anymore I think.

Heartless piece of shit I am.

New Layout

2010-05-11T14:10:00.002+08:00

Saw Dinisha's blog and saw her new template. Got jealous. So, I decided to get a new template. Looks kinda cool, with Einstein staring deep into your eyes. If I can find a better template, I will. Till then, happy with this.

2010-04-27T11:54:00.002+08:00

It just occurred to be that I did quite a number of things this past year that I regret doing.

I've messed with my heart, messed with the heart of others and just making one too many stupid decisions without understanding the consequences of them. Looking back, I wonder why I did them.

There are things that are going to be the same and there are things that can never be and honestly, I hope it stays that way.

2010-04-26T13:18:00.002+08:00

STOP. THINK. MOVE ON.

Being angry at someone without reasoning is plain stupid. After reasoning sets in, you begin to understand the reality of things and being angry to begin with was unnecessary.

Looks like I am growing after all.

You Belong With Me, Parody

2010-04-22T10:16:00.004+08:00

I once posted that I cross dressed and that the video would be up soon.

And here it is!

It's a parody to Taylor Swift's, You Belong With Me.

The cast is made up of Darshanaa, Michelle, Ravind and I.

Enjoy!

2010-04-13T07:10:00.002+08:00

Poker is damn addictive.

Damn them pocket Kings!

Gold Coast

2010-04-11T09:27:00.003+08:00

Just about another month to go!

Gold Coast, here I come!

Lockerz

2010-04-05T05:04:00.002+08:00

Want an iPod?

Who doesn't?

How about a PS3?

Maybe a XBox?

Or other cool items?

FOR FREE?

You sure can.

There's this website:

www.lockerz.com

All you need to do to get cool items is to collect Lockerz points called PTZ.

How?

Just by logging in every day and clicking the login tab gives you PTZ and answering the Dailies helps to earn you some cool PTZ.

There are even videos you can watch and that too earns you PTZ.

Have 20 Lockerz friends and all the PTZ you get will be doubled.

So what are you waiting for?

Get on now.

Don't forget to add me on Lockerz:

vm_3000@hotmail.com

Clash of the Tities?

2010-04-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

Clash of the Titans.

Overrated, over hyped.

Still watchable.

Sam Worthington, what were you thinking?

Interview

2010-03-30T23:38:00.004+08:00

Applied for a position as a customer service executive in a company called Symphony on Monday.

The interview process felt like the longest in the world. I was there from 11.00AM up till 4.30PM. Who does that?

The process comprises of two interviews and to get to the second one, you need to be shortlisted.

The first one just, the guy just tried to psych me out. He wanted to know if I was going to be loyal to the company. He scared the shit outta me with stupid questions that I was baffled with. If you want to give someone a job, don't scare them, then they might actually really quit.

The second one was a little better, it was more casual then I thought it would be and it also turned out to be quite an eye opener. I learnt a bit about the customer service world from this guy.

There was a little complication throughout the process and there is still this huge question mark hovering around on whether or not I got the job, so here's to hoping.

I need money la!

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LIKE FOR REAL-OFFICIAL GAY!

$$$

2010-03-27T04:22:00.003+08:00

I NEED MONEY!

Time's are bad and I need a whole wad of cash!

Luckily I've got two job interviews to attend.

And if anybody is interested for a temp. job in PWTC for RM100 a day, please leave a message either in the CBox or in the comment section of this post. Interview is today and Sunday.

(27th and 28th of March)

2010-03-25T03:14:00.004+08:00

Was watching the top 11 on American Idol.

What a whole load of bollocks!

Not as interesting as last year, that much I can tell you. Aaron, Crystal and that last girl were the only stand outs. None of them gave me goosebumps, though.

The time has come that American Idol is gradually becoming dull. The cast of Glee can sing so much better.

Speaking of Glee.

Glee is effing amazing! I love it!

Gleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I could say that all day!

It's a really amazing show. The talent is amazing, the cast is great, the plot is good.

But among all of them, I love Kurt, he has to be the funniest on the show. Everything he says just makes me burst into an uncontrollable laughter. He is my favourite character on the show.

Oh, yes. I went to Sungai Gabai falls in Hulu Langat with friends on Tuesday, and we had a blast. The falls were great, the water was cold, it rained for a period of time as well, but that didn't stop us from having more fun. And I saw a snake and ran out of the water FIRST, screaming my lungs out. The snake turned out to be a lizard, which was equally as scary.

Had a good time all in all, but we fell sick that night :/

P/S: I LOVE GLEE! WAITING FOR SEASON 2!

Failed Plans

2010-03-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

It's been three months since my exam ended.

I was confident that my life would change right after it did end, but strangely enough, life is just the same, with the usual highs and lows. It's like on this never ending loop of events that either make you on top of the world or just down right depressing. But thankfully, it hasn't been that much depressing.

I had all sort of plans cooked up in my head. I really thought I was going places this time. I thought I would see my plans out. I was supposed to be on holiday in Australia, I was supposed to be working, earning money for my exotic holiday trip, I was supposed to be clubbing every other night. I did apply for a job, but looks like I didn't get it. I went for only one interview, hoping that it would be my only one. But due to some unforeseen circumstances, brakes were to applied on my plans. My uncle was terribly ill and he was in and out of the hospital for a while. He was a Parkinson patient. His illness then soon progressed to a more severe condition and he had to be admitted. He became terminally ill and passed away on the 7th of February. He died of pancreatic cancer. We had prayers for a month, which concluded a few days ago, and things are beginning to shift back to normal.

Things always have a way of working out eventually, when everything never seems to go right, something good always turns up.

Like for example:

My cousin won four tickets to the Gold Coast in Australia and she asked me to come!!!
Bwahahahahahahahahahhahah!

Ahem, like I said. Things always turn out good, no matter how shitty it may seem at first.

2010-03-12T01:49:00.003+08:00

I can't keep this up anymore.

How long are you going to be around for?

Because I can't take forever.

It's good and all, but it is no more.

Goodbye....

Empty

2010-03-02T03:29:00.002+08:00

I actually do feel kind of empty.
Missing you.

D-Day

2010-02-25T00:11:00.003+08:00

12 hours to go!
Not feeling good....
...At all!...

2010-02-21T03:12:00.000+08:00

Kiss me, love me...
...do what ever you want with me...

2010-02-19T01:56:00.001+08:00

Actually, I have a crush on someone!

Random Rubbish

2010-02-19T01:28:00.003+08:00

I just realised, that you shouldn't listen to the things people say, well most of it anyways. There's no time in the world living in doubt and regret and having what if feelings. Do what makes you happy, not what makes the people around you happy. Do what you want in your life as long as it is right to you (and of course not violating the law). No one else is going to remember what happened in your life but you. So make it count. Make something out of it. Take risks. Enjoy them. Learn from them. Have fun. But when you come across a disappointment and feels like the end of the world, it isn't. It happened for a reason and you must know that there is something better with a meaningful purpose.

I took a risk and to tell you the truth, I have never been this happy. I feel you snickering and hear your thoughts, but I really can't give a shit. This is the best thing that's happened to me, and I know the consequences. All of it. We came with nothing and will leave with nothing. So let me please enjoy all the happy moments I get before I kick my own damn bucket.

It's not that I don't hear you.
I don't want to hear you.
Leave me be.
Let me live my life!

I had a good Valentine's day. I was with the singles club and yes, after all that rubbish I wrote, I still am technically single. Good food in Chillies, Bangsar. Celebrated Ravind's birthday too. Yes, Valentine's baby, I'm jealous :/

So what's with Valentine's anyway? A fixed date every year, 14th February. The day you buy gifts for your loved ones? The day you make up for your mistakes you've done towards your significant other? An international day of love? A day to commemorate your loved one? Take them out to dinner? Make love with them? Drive them around? Marry them?

Honestly, does it need to happen on only that one day a year?

Why not do it every day? Show them that you love them every day. Are they not as special on normal days? Yes, you probably want to do a little more, but do you really make an effort on any other day? How many of you actually do it? Post it up on my Cbox. Curious to know.

I don't have a special loved one, but I love every one who is close to me on any given day, whether it bloody rains or shines, I love you!

So screw Valentine's day! I love every other day!

Peace out!

P/S: Fan Wai! I didn't get to say my farewells. I know you are so damn far away, but I'm sorry for not seeing you before you left. If I ever fly to Melbourne, I know where to stay now! So when you come back, we have a yam cha session, okay? Miss you!

2010-02-05T18:53:00.002+08:00

Looks like Australia is a big NO NO for now.

But never fear, I've found something else to do. I applied for a job in call center for Jet Star, the Australian low cost carrier airline. Went for the interview on Wednesday. My first official job interview. Filled out some forms, an about me column and they even got me to do this test on the computer. Most of it to see how competent their future employees are in communicating in English. There was also this brain teaser test which was made up of several questions and frankly, it nearly boggled me to hell. The interview part of it all was very much casual. Nick, the dude who interviewed me made things a whole hell of a lot easier. He was easy to get along with and I didn't feel out of place. The whole thing gave me good vibes, but I don't know if I got the job yet. Well, hopefully I do, cause I need the cash.

2010-02-03T05:59:00.001+08:00

Grr! I have an interview in about three hours and I only got an hours sleep. Why me?

You Are Loved by Debbie West Coon & Justin Williams

2010-01-23T02:39:00.002+08:00

I found another Justin William song.
Had to share.
Nearly had an orgasm.

=0

Justin Williams

2010-01-23T02:02:00.005+08:00

If you watch American Idol, you know who Justin Williams is!

He is amazing!

I love his voice and I love him for all the other obvious reasons.

;)

Here's the audition clip:

AND DID YOU KNOW HE DOES COVERS?!?!

Rhianna's Russian Roulette

Frank Sinatra's Fly Me to the Moon

Hard to Handle by the Black Crows (Personally my favourite)

David Archuleta's Crush

Pink's Please Don't Leave Me

He has many more on YouTube, but these are the ones I've heard so far.
His covers are very original and are not that of a copy-cat.
And to be honest, a little better than the originals, some of them anyways.

He is a true inspiration.
Fighting cancer at 20.
7 years down the road, he's made it into the 9th season of American Idol.
So here's hoping that he makes it to the end.
He's the one I'm rooting for.

Cross Dressed

2010-01-15T22:42:00.005+08:00

I cross dressed the other day.

I hear your gasps and feel your shock.

You'll know soon enough.

:D

2010-01-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

Australia....

So near, yet so damn effing' far!

Decision

2010-01-14T12:37:00.003+08:00

Well, I've decided. On what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Well....

Sort of....

I am going after what I always wanted since I was a kid.
I'm going to do Medicine.
I'm going to AIMST.

Here's the catch.

If I hate the course, I quit.

Chances are?

70%

FML

2010

2010-01-04T02:23:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!

It's 2010.
At last!

Even though 2009 was a bit of a drag for me, I actually managed to squeeze in a little fun here and there.

For example,

1) I finally got wasted

2) Danced with a chick while I was wasted

3) Drove the furthest (PD, sad I know)

4) Revealed deep dark secrets to people, some who I don't give a shit about due to me being drunk

5) Raced with two friggin' BMWs (lost of course)

6) Raced with Thira and won ;)

7) Got a tattoo on my arm

Just to name a few....

School starts again tomorrow, and the thought of not going back to the place where I dreaded going to everyday is damn awesome. I don't have to go back there!! No more uniforms, no more singing stupid compulsory songs, no more standing through boring assemblies, no more nagging teachers. This is the life I was supposed to have a year and a half ago.

Now that it's all over. I hope life turns around for me this year. According do the Hindu astrology, my star shows good signs for me this year. And for that I am thankful.

2010 has to be an awesome year! I'm leaving my teenage years behind me soon and I need to leave a mark before I do. It also seems to be the year to do some soul searching and to truly understand my purpose.

Here's hoping that 2010 is an awesome year! Happy new year everyone.

Over

2009-12-15T01:56:00.004+08:00

YEAH, BABY!

IT'S OVER!

Form Six has finally come to a close. It ended interestingly enough with the hardest objective paper that I have seen in all my school life. Chemistry!!

Yes, it was hell. But it's done and over with. Now, it's just time to enjoy my holidays till my results are out in a few months. So, it's safe to say that I won't be that depressed till that holy time :D

Getting every morning knowing that you have nothing to look forward to is awesome. It allows me to make plans and do things that I have not had the time to do in the last year and a half. Such things being going travelling to some unknown country. My sister just got back yesterday afternoon and already she's planning a trip up north to Thailand, most probably Phuket or Krabi (but a little expensive). So it's going to be a food escapade for the both of us if that works out, and a shopping spree for me. My closet is getting a little bare from the clothes that I wear almost all the time. If you know me long enough, you'll know that my clothing are limited and I that I have a few favourites.

Since school has ended, only seen my classmates only once so far for a barbeque. Not seen them since. Seems to me, that I might not be seeing much of them anymore, since most of them live a pretty far way away. Well, here's hoping that we get to go on a class trip soon.

Off to bed, very tired, and want to see a lot of people soon!

Encounter of the Same Kind

2009-12-04T21:21:00.004+08:00

Okay, update! Haha!

So nothing happened since I last updated..... NOT!

Something happened alright :D

I was at the gym today (yes, laugh all you want), and continued to have my shower after my workout session. I was alone in the bath area, and I came out of the shower, nothing on me save my undies (okay, a little 18SX right about here). So I came out, and soon realised that I wasn't alone. The cleaner had come in. He saw me in my undies and he stared for the longest time. So I ignored him and continued drying myself.

Little did I know....

He began a conversation with me. He was foreign and spoke Malay with some accent which made it hard for me to decipher what he was saying at times.

And so it began....

He began by asking me if I just finished my bath. I told him I that I just did. He then hesitated before speaking further. He asked if I was married and if I had a wife. I didn't understand, one of those undecipherable moments. He repeated, I understood, laughed, and said no. He laughed too. I sort of knew what was about to unravel here. He then asked me if I had hisap or 'sucked' before. I didn't understand, one of those moments again. So I told him I didn't understand, he repeated, still didn't understand. So, he got on his knees and his mouth was inches away from my family jewels. I didn't need further explanations. I was shocked. But I continued entertaining him. I said no, have not done it. Jokingly, I asked him the same thing, and he laughed and said no. He then asked me if I had a big package and patted my back. I hated that accent, couldn't understand a word this guy was saying. So I told him I didn't understand yet again. He then proceeded to touch my package with his finger. So I said, it's okay. By this time, I was slowly unpacking my clothes and putting them on, ignoring the thoughts in my head. He watched me. I dressed, and I said I was leaving, and I patted his back and left :D

It was weird, and the closest encounter of the same kind. The previous times, weren't this close. Remember my KL Sentral story? Hahaha! Well, I was holding back my laugh as I exited the bathroom. I eventually burst out laughing all the way back to my car.

Worthy update, no?

2009-11-20T03:18:00.003+08:00

Haven't been updating. In the middle of my finals. Practically dying. Ending soon enough. Plenty of drama that's been revolving around me as well. 10th of December, 10th of December (my official chant till it's all over). Then it's party time again. And a workout spree, I hope. Argh. Seven more papers to go!!!!!

And I think this blog needs a new layout, need to contact Dinisha soon =)

Short Notes

2009-10-22T08:34:00.004+08:00

Less than a month to go and yet here I am.
=/

Diwali ended a few days ago.
To be frank, one of the least hyped up Diwali ever.
Boring, really.
Thira's and Aarthi's open house was good though, food galore.

Darshanaa's birthday was last week.
Dinner at La Bodega in Pavilion.
With a short sheesha session afterwards.
She's going to kill me for not putting the pictures up on FB.

I collected tickets for the All American Rejects happening on this 31st of October.
Reminder to self: Less than a month to go!
:(

Skipped school today, just didn't feel like going.
Teachers don't teach anymore but stare straight down your eyes as if they're looking down at hell itself.

Oh yes, there was this farewell party AKA prom for the upper 6.
It was okay.
I was dressed the best, although no one wants to admit it.
But really, I was.
At least this thought keeps me going for a while.
:D

Sorry for the note like update, too semi-conscious and groggy to elaborate.

Another note to self: Less than a month la! Go friggin' stuff your face with books you won't touch for the rest of your life!

2009-10-06T15:05:00.001+08:00

Love the music on my blog!

2009-10-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

Played a prank on someone today.
Went terribly wrong.
She ended up crying.
I felt horrible.
Apologised.

It's all okay now.
=/

Euphoria and the Peas

2009-10-02T00:54:00.002+08:00

Finally went clubbing again last Thursday in Euphoria. It was just supposed to be Michelle and I, but Poe Mun messaged me in the morning that she would be there with Reagan, Hin Seng and probably Deepak. When we got there, met a few other people as well. Jing Hui, Yee Min, Chye Peng and some other people whose names for some reason I can't recall. We caught with each other and danced on the floor. Had a few drinks and continued dancing. It was starting to get a little boring, when someone decided to drink half my beer. I demanded for a new bottle and the next thing I knew, someone popped open a Chivas and handed me a glass and another and another.

The scene at the club kept spinning around my head. People were a blur. My guardian left for a breather and the next thing I knew, I was on the dance floor with Yee Min. I didn't remember talking, I didn't remember laughing, I didn't remember having a conversation. All I remember was this. After dancing with Yee Min, I left her hanging on the floor (forgive me Yee Min). Then, memory went blank. Poof. I had my hands around someone's waist. I remember looking at her face. Pretty, mesmerising. She was laughing, probably something I said or did, or laughing with me, enjoying the moment. I remember the smile. I remember my hands on her. Then I think it got a little overboard. My hands were naughty that night. I think she tried to get away, but I think I pulled her back, telling her I would behave probably. I danced for the longest time. Blank. I was walking around on the dance floor. Blank. I felt myself being lifted. Blank. I was outside number 17, Deepak drove me home, and parked at my neighbour's place. I told him. He parked at the right house. Told him I couldn't walk. Splitting head ache. Needed a drink. Hin Seng and Reagan were there. Blank. I was at KSM, having lime juice. Kel Jian was there. Blank. Back in the car in front of my house. Told the guys to leave. I slept off. 8 in the morning, dad woke me up.

After a shower, called Michelle. Got all the dirt from her. Four bouncers carried me out of the club. I probably passed out on the dance floor. Deepak went to get the car. They had trouble getting me into the car. I was being stubborn. I puked. 7 times. Or more. A police came by. I shouted profanities at him. Lucky Michelle explained. They hauled me into the car and got me home.

Had one of the worst hang overs ever.
The worst part?
I didn't get to know the name or contact details of the girl I was dancing with.
What a shame.

On the day of my hang over, I was lucky to get my hands on tickets to Arthur's Day in Sunway Lagoon. And the main event? The Black Eyed Peas! Went with Darshanaa, Michelle and Deepak. The event started off with some local bands as well as some artists from Taiwan. But beside Reshmonu, the rest sucked, big time! By the time the peas came out (which was like 3 hours later), we were all so exhausted, we didn't quite enjoy their performance. They were good no doubt, but their vocals were off. Fergie sounded like a squeaky mouse. It was a bit annoying. The thing I liked though, was that the crowd involvement was great. They sang a lot of their songs, and I was jumping around like crazy! It was fun, but superbly tiring. Probably never going to get to see the Peas that close for free any time soon again.

Last week was indeed awesome!

Three Century of Posts

2009-09-23T20:58:00.002+08:00

At 300 posts, I should be getting more readership than this. Am I ever going to get close to becoming the next Kenny Sia? I don't update as frequent as I used to, but things are a bit chaotic on this side of the computer screen, and this blogger hopes that his readers understands the predicament he is in. Nevertheless, I will be updating as frequent as possible.

My baby girl, Lexie, has grown a tremendous amount since her arrival and she has also getting cuter, week by week. She's such an amazing part of the family and she makes me smile, just looking at that unique little face of hers. She just got her second vaccination, which means that there's another one to go. Waiting for that third jab, then she'd be able to go for walks in open areas and mingle with other dogs. Unfortunately, there are also times when I go berserk with her, such times being pooping/peeing time and the accident time where my hands play the role of a gigantic whacking machine. At the end of the day though, she's always back to cuddling and getting cosy on my lap. Getting a dog, has got to be the smartest and best decision I've made thus far.

I would also like to use me 300th post to thank Nuffnang for all the opportunities they have given me to get special gifts such as premiere screening passes to a whole list of awesome movies. And speaking of movies, I was one of the winners of the Surrogates competition and will be watching the premiere of the movie on the coming Monday at Cathay Cineplexes! I seriously heart Nuffnang! Thanks Nuffnang!

NE....?

2009-09-15T13:55:00.002+08:00

Found this through 15 Malaysia and YouTube.
Take a moment, listen to OUR VOICES, and remind ourselves, that this is One Malaysia.

2009-09-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

WOOOOH!

Trials are finally over, which only marks the beginning of what is going to be the most hell-ish 2 months I will ever have to live through.

STPM, be gone soon!

!*&#@*&*$#@&(@&@#
YOU!

**********

By the way, I discovered something new today.
You know the word, 'mampan' in Malay right?
Well, did you know how it came about?

M - Mahatir
A - Anuar
M - Muhammad (some dude)
PAN - Tampan

So, it's,

Mahatir, Anuar, Muhammad Tampan.

ROFL LMAO!

Slovak Sling

2009-09-06T23:33:00.003+08:00

Another short from 15 Malaysia.

Abracadabra by Brown Eyed Girls

2009-09-02T08:00:00.001+08:00

Pretty good, no?

15 Malaysia

2009-09-02T02:29:00.002+08:00

There is this website I came to know about called 15Malaysia. 15Malaysia is a short film project. It consists of 15 short films made by 15 Malaysian filmmakers. These films not only deal with socio-political issues in Malaysia, they also feature some of the best-known faces in the country, including actors, musicians and top political leaders. You may think of them as funky little films made by 15 Malaysian voices for the people of Malaysia.

Most of the videos have been released and some more are to come. If you want to check the short movies out, you can go to http://15malaysia.com/. Among the released shorts, this one has to be my favourite. It made me cry.

2009-08-28T00:48:00.001+08:00

I won tickets for Final Destination: Rest in Pieces!

Oh mah gawwwwd!

Thank you, Nuffnang!

2009-08-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hiatus.....

Please, dear God.....

HIATUS!

I Don't Want to Rest in Pieces Like Final Destination

2009-08-18T01:14:00.004+08:00

Nuffnang is giving out tickets to catch The Final Destination in 2D. Yes, 2D, not 3D. Can't be too fussy, free what :D

So, to stand a chance to win a pair of tickets, all I have to do is to write a post with the above title and take a picture of myself in a horrified state.

This was the best I could do:

This is rather pathetic, but if it helps, I could have SWORN I heard something moving from inside that KOPI & TEH TARIK box I was pointing at.

Maybe it was Destiny waiting to cut me up into pieces.

I don't want to rest in pieces like in Final Destination. Why? Because you would not want to see me resting in pieces. I'm fat, pieces of me all over the wall, floor, ceiling? Lard all over the place is not that appealing, now is it? So please don't leave me lying in pieces, that's just gross.

But, don't you think death to be attractive? To a certain extent, death attracts me to it's alluring properties. Death is an inevitable event in everyone's life. But what is really after death? Could there possibly be another world? Another life? What happens when we close our eyes for the final time or the moment after we take our final breath? What happens? Death is inevitable. No matter how hard you try to evade it, death will be always stalking you, in any way and any form possible. That is the base of the plot in the Final Destination movies. Don't hide from death, for it will find you.

P/S: After reading that rubbish, don't you think I deserve at least one if not two tickets to the movie? I love death and how it spills blood for my viewing pleasure. Will truly appreciate it Nuffnang! Thanks for the opportunity though.

Suicidal? Not!

2009-08-18T00:53:00.003+08:00

I've been having suicidal thoughts lately.

Posted it up on Facebook.
Gave some people a scare.

Good news is that I'm not going anywhere, yet.
I have been having a rough weekend.
Back to my sane self.
Still pretty depressed though.

On a much happier note.
My baby, Lexie, is coming home on Saturday!
Oh, my bundle of joy!

Yasmin Ahmad

2009-08-03T23:45:00.003+08:00

After Michael Jackson's death, I thought I could find no other 'stranger' that I would mourn or cry for. I was wrong.

Upon hearing the news of the death of Yasmin Ahmad, I thought nothing of it. Just another person I guess. After watching many of her ads again, I've come to realise that the nation has lost a great Malaysian woman. Her movies and advertisements are not like any other homegrown productions. She has a flare to unite the many races in Malaysia through a 30 second short or a even a full length movie. She also loves to impart family values into her commercials which make them ever so meaningful. I'm sure many of you have seen most of her Petronas ads before which are groundbreaking acomplishments for a Malaysian production. Even the Pattii (grandma) add made me laugh so hard. Who else would dare tell a love story between a Malay girl and a Chinese boy in Sepet? Yasmin Ahmad was leading Malaysia towards 1 Malaysia through her movies and shorts which captivated thousands. A woman that will be missed. To Yasmin Ahmad!

Clips:

Gosh, there are so many, wish I could show them all!

More Puppy Pictures!

2009-07-24T20:02:00.002+08:00

Visited my puppy last Saturday with Dinisha, Choon Yoong and Karmen. She's now about 4 weeks old. Will be visiting her tomorrow again, can't wait. Going to take more pictures of her!

The Merchants of Bollywood

2009-07-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

My Tuesday night was filled with Bollywood, and quite literally. I finally got into Malaysia's most prestigious performing arts center, Istana Budaya, to watch the critically aclaimed stage musical from Mumbai, The Merchants of Bollywod. All this made possible by Yeshotha. Her dad works for Astro and got a few complimentary tickets. I attended the event with her, Kalpanaa and Pathu. What can I say? It was pretty amazing. Watching a full-length musical for the first time was truly an enchanting experience, unlike the 5 minute musical of Grease that I did in school once before. Nevertheless, nothing is perfect. There were somethings that I didn't like. The story, was a bit cliched, but then again, I was watching a Bollywood performance.

The story is about a man, who is a famous Bollywood choreographer. He holds religion, tradition and culture very highly, so much so, he incorporates this into his dances. But his ways are threatened as the current generation have more modern view on how things should be done. He leaves the movie industry and focuses on his grand-daughter by teaching her religious dances and dances of the Gods. But she does not want to lead that life, and confronts her grandfather about it. He declines her wishes and obviously upset, she leaves her grand father and every thing he has taught her and heads to Bollywood to pursue her dreams. She makes it big, but after years, she decides to get back to her roots. She returns home to her grand father now sick and withered. He still refuses to speak to her. He then heads to the temple of Shiva, and asks forgiveness for what her grand daughter has done, and proclaims that no one will ever chant His name again after his death. Upon this catastrophe, the grand daughter pleases her grand father by devoting herself to the temple and performing the sacred dance of Gods. Her grand father finds peace at last, and passes the moment the dance is complete. The grand daughter is upset, and realises her wrongs. She returns to Bollywood, and incorporates the teachings of her grand father and becomes a sucess, in all the right ways.

Phew, that was long. But the story was lined with love, drama, comedy and nothing is complete in Bollywood without dance, music and bright colours! We even stood and danced to one of the songs, just the five of us. A bit embarassed that no one else wanted to join us, save for this guy, who got up, and reluctantly sat back down. But at the last number, many of them did stand and dance! It was one hell of a night, and I can't wait for my next event at Istana Budaya!

My Puppy

2009-07-14T23:17:00.001+08:00

This is the puppy that is coming home to me!
My heart's melting just looking at her!

Happenings

2009-07-13T23:07:00.003+08:00

Negligence for a blog is bad.
People start feeling bored, then they don't come back, and I lose readership(like I have any).
That sucks for me on all levels.

I truly apologise.
It's always either that I have no time to update, or there never seems to be anything interesting to write about.

So what's new you ask?
Plenty!

My dad returned home from Nigeria a few weeks ago. Wait, did I even mention that? Err, I guess I'm mentioning it now. Anyways, he has been away for almost six months, working to maintain the lifestyle of his precious son. I thought it would be good, he coming back. At least I thought my mom would lay off my back, but he too hopped on the mom wagon and starting breathing down my neck! But they've toned down a bit. Which is a good thing I suppose.

I went to Port Dickson last Saturday with Michelle, Darshanaa and Nirusha. We had so much of fun! I wish we could do it more often. I drove in the morning and as soon as we arrived, we headed to Cape Rachado or more commonly known as Tanjung Tuan. We reached the gates of the Tanjung Tuan Forest Reserve and walked up a slopey road that led to the peak of the cliff side where a white-washed lighthouse stood magnificently under the gloomy sky. We walked around the lighthouse vicinty and headed to the edge of the cliff and camwhored! The view was breathtaking. We were shocked to find such a beautiful place in Port Dickson as it has the reputation of one of the dirtiest beaches in Malaysia. And there it was, this magnificent view. After we finished, had lunch at the local mamak stall and headed to Eagle Ranch for some go karting. That was really fun, the four of us raced around the track trying to overtake one another. I won la, evetually. After that, we headed to Teluk Kemang, the more popular beach stretch in Port Dickson. There, we camwhored and swam to our heart's content. The waves were awesome, big and strong as ever. After what seemed like forever of swimming, we changed, had a light snack and returned home. Now, that's a holiday!

And the BIGGEST news by far has to be......

I'm getting a dog! Muahahahahah! I kept annoying my parents to get me a puppy for so long, that my dad finally sucumbbed to my pleads and agreed, under one, teensy, wincy, condition. I HAVE to actually study, and take care of the puppy really well, or else...... I don't know what else. Who cares? I'm getting a dog. She'll be only coming in August though, the breeder only releases the puppies two months after they are born. I've even already started thinking of names for her. Two names are stuck in my head, inspired by The Revenge of the Fallen. One of it is Skitsy from one of the Autobot Twins, Skids and another is Arcee from the three female bikes. Oooh, I can't wait for her to come home! Pictures of her can be found at, www.linggenekennel.com Even in all this excitement, I can't help to feel a little worried. The puppy is now only two weeks old, and I worry that she might not turn into what I expect her to be when she grows much bigger. And I worry that I won't take care of her. In my life, I had three dogs. One was fierce and demonic like. One was adorable. One was super intelligent and cute. I had pretty bad incidents with them, read my older (really old) post to find out why. I worry too much. Maybe this will finally show me how to be responsible, I hope. Maybe I might take things a little more seriously, now that I might not have any time to do anything at all. Still can't wait for her to come back home all the same!

Another long update, at last!
=)

Way Back Into Love

2009-06-28T01:58:00.003+08:00

Darshanaa just completed her exams on Friday and she wanted to do something totally random with me. She decided that the both of us meet in Desa Park City and do a video of the both us singing a duet. I agreed, and on Friday evening we met in the park, practiced the song, Way Back Into Love. It was from a movie that Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore acted in. We did a few videos, mainly because I messed up the lyrics and even the final video that we made was very flawed. So here it is, Way Back Into Love, by Darshanaa and I:

Revenge of the Fallen; Feedback

2009-06-24T01:33:00.002+08:00

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Revenge of the Fallen was friggin' awesome! One of the best CGI crafted movies, evah! With tonnes of new robotic friends and fiends, the show was action packed with metal carnage from start to end. Unfortunately, the cinema hall I was seated in had crappy sound systems, so I am most definitely going to watch this one again. I loved how the actors have improved in their performances and that the CGI is top-notch through out the entire movie. Agent Simmons from the previous Transformers was brought back for comic relief that made the movie all that more enjoyable to watch. The Autobots and the Decepticons are just amazing, with more robots introduced into each scene. This was one of the problems of the movie, we didn't get to see much character development from the robots other than Optimus Prime and Bumblebee. There were these two new robots called Jolt and Sideswipe who I thought were awesome additions to the series, but were never given lines at all. There were also this three girl motorbike gang as well as twin brothers who try to impress the older generation Autobots and of course Jetfire, one of the Prime brothers. The new Decepticons are bigger larger and scarier, with the introduction of The Fallen, one of the Prime brothers who betrayed them, the super huge sand sucking Devastator and Ravage the one-eyed jaguar. The movie is pretty fast paced as it brings you to numerous locations such as Shang Hai, New York, Philadelphia and Egypt. I was still talking about the movie long after the movie ended, and I can rest assured that there WILL be another sequeal to the Revenge of the Fallen. Long live the Transformers franchise!

Transformers!

2009-06-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen, here I come!
Premiere tickets for the movie, TONIGHT!
Muahahahahahahah!

2009-06-13T04:52:00.003+08:00

These videos are pretty old, but I can't seem to stop laughing at them.
It's from Jimmy Kimmel.

Sarah Silverman's message to ex-boyfriend, Jimmy Kimmel:

Jimmy Kimmel's reply:

These videos are just for fun, not reality mind you.

2009-06-11T20:44:00.004+08:00

Found these videos online. Very funny.
Enjoy.

2009-06-11T19:00:00.003+08:00

After more than a month of torture, I get my PC back again for the nth time! I love you my darling i-Cute!

So anyways, this is what I've been doing since yesterday.

Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles

This series is pretty awesome. If you watch the Terminator movies, you won't be disappointed. The series begins after Terminator 2: Judgment Day and tells the story of Sarah Connor and her son John and how their lives are never safe. Being blamed for the death of a Scientist, Sarah is always on the run and soon encounters more Terminators, set out to kill her son, the future of the Resistance. When all seems lost, a captured and reprogrammed Terminator, Cameron, also a female, is sent back to protect Sarah and John, to prevent Judgment Day from ever occuring.

I think think the first season only comprises of nine episodes as the first season was meant for viewers feedback.

My feedback? Awesome! Can't wait to get my hand on Season 2!

Putrajaya

2009-06-06T01:07:00.006+08:00

Putrajaya is an amazing place. I was there last Tuesday and it's weird to see some of the things they have there. The architectural marvels from the buildings to the bridges (one of them oddly resembled the Golden Gates in San Fransisco). The massive size of this place makes it a city of it's own.

Sunway Lagoon

2009-06-06T00:37:00.008+08:00

2009-05-31T22:23:00.001+08:00

Nothing says bliss like free movie tickects!

Ahh, I feel an orgasm coming along!

Sorry, not sharing.

Blek!

2009-05-30T00:32:00.004+08:00

I ditched Raja Abdullah and came to Maluri today for Teacher's Day. I'm such a ditch. Really glad that I went today, it's been a while since I saw any of the teachers from way back then. Being in the school compound, surrounded by all the other students brought a sense of nostalgia back to me, though I still am in school, nothing can compare to the years that I spent in Maluri, the teachers, the mischief that friends and I would get into, the old-worn-out toilets (which I found the time to appreciate after seeing the fungus infested toilets of Raja Abdullah). But the best memories of all, have to be the friends. Friends I made, friends that screwed me over, the friends I screwed over, the friends. Some of them changed my life, for better and maybe for the worst, but what is life without its shitty people, right? More than half of them, I barely see. Only a handful of them are still sticking around, the handful I love and adore, that I will cherish for ever more. I wish I was back in Form 1, worry free, where I was unbothered (save for that gangster kid who almost beat the shit outa' me), worry free nevertheless. Bah! I misss it. It was actually fun then, coming to school. But of course, I actually failed to see the actual purpose of school. To educate? To make me a fine young man? To make me fineeeeee?? I never thought there was actually more to it. Well now I know.

Being stuck in a different school is actually pretty surreal. Stuck with a bunch of people I didn't know, who I thought were a few thick headed mofos. I just utterly hated it. But I came around, to the people that is. Still don't understand what I'm doing there, my pre-U course is about to end, and I still wonder what the hell I'm doing there. But I actually started studying recently. Hah! It was wonderful to know I could actually sit and read stuff out from a third hand Chemistry book. Hoo-rah to me! Studied, I did, but come exam day, the first question just baffled me. So it was back to the usual shooting game. STPM is hard, no shit. Being a person who loved school so much, I am counting the days I can actually get the hell out of it.

Angels and Demons

2009-05-22T08:57:00.006+08:00

Watched Angels and Demons last night with Yong Seng, and it was awesome! Although the book in my opinion was much better, the movie did justice to it. Parts of the story were removed entirely, but maybe it was for the better, the movie was 2 hours long anyways, anything more and I would be probably be bored to death. Plot was undeniably incredible which centers science and religion. Character development wasn't half bad either. Ewan McGreggor was a superb cast as the Camerlengo, Tom Hanks had better hair and his girl counterpart (don't know who she actually is) played her role well. And they kept the score from the Da Vinci Code, which begun at the opening credits, brought a sense of awe to me it did. Fast paced with plenty of history etched into the plot line that made this movie unforgettable. What I love about this movie is that it makes you think, mainly about the clash between Science and Religion. Good movie with an even better book.

Excerpt from the movie which I thought was brilliant

(don't think this is 100% accurate):

Do you believe in God, sir?

I'm an academic. My head tells me that I am not supposed to understand Him.

But what does your heart tell you?

That I'm not supposed to.

Faith is a gift that I have yet to acquire.

In Other News!

Adam Lambert

Kris Allen

Kris Allen won American Idol yesterday!

Not pleased. Doesn't anyone think that Adam Lambert actually deserved it more than Kris? Adam has been spot on every week, wowing audiences all over the world. He is one of the few singers that could actually make the hair on my back stand on end. Have you seen him hitting the high notes? Ohmaguh! Kris has impressed me too, occasionally. But to tell you the truth, Adam is just too good. Eventhough he didn't nab the final spot, he'll go on making awesome records. Kudos to the both of you. I still heart Adam Lambert though.

Star Trek

2009-05-15T10:15:00.007+08:00

Geez! I feel so detached from the online world right now. It's been more than two weeks since my computer at home crashed. So I resort to bloging in the comfort of school (hints of sarcasm). Bleh, better than nothing I guess.

Oh and yes, I watched Star Trek last Thursday. And my, have I turned into a Trekkie.

With an all new cast replacing the worn out members of the Enterprise, Star Trek was like an incredible breath of fresh air. If you are not a fan and think the series was a load of bogus, mistaken much you are. Casting was amazing with talents from Chris Pine, Zachary Quinto, Karl Urban and John Cho. Character building was prioritised in this movie which left me feeling emotionally attached to the characters long after I left the cinema hall. The graphics were simply amazing with a Star Wars feel throughout the movie. Tighthly wound around the concept of parallel universes, the movie had an incredible plot-line with well inserted cliff hangers to make you hang on to the edge of your goddamn seat! All in all, the movie made me practice my Vulcan greeting.

MUST WATCH!

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2009-05-05T08:48:00.004+08:00

Blogging from school at the moment, in a warm and stuffy computer lab. Nyeh! Managed to recruite two new members to the joys of blogging today. Hah! I do have the power of influence after all!

2009-05-04T15:57:00.005+08:00

WARNING, DANGER, EXPLICIT, SEXUAL TERMS, BLEH

It is in the nature of men to watch porn,

and I admitt openly, that I have watched some.

But, really, what is the big deal about porn anyways?

Personally, it's just too long, and tends to get really boring,

or could it be possibly be just me?

Okay, sure, I do get horny the first 10 minutes,

then, the horny-ness just dissipates away.

Tell me I'm right, please. Or I just could end up weird.

2009-04-26T19:41:00.003+08:00

My life is being sucked out of me

Eeeeek!

Yelp me!

2009-04-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

I hate being treated like a kid. Makes me feel all puny. Being treated like an adult? Even worse! All I want is for everyone to stop breathing down my neck and leave me the hell alone.

2009-04-10T21:28:00.001+08:00

Solemn Good Friday everyone!

=s

2009-04-09T23:01:00.003+08:00

I finally got my FM Modulator.....
...maybe not finally la, but been craving for it since Tuesday

So, I went on one of those random drives again, testing my FM Modulator,
which by the way is a bit annoying at times,

anywhoos....
...while I was driving around, spotted a McDonalds,
decided to get a Mcflurry,
went up to the drive through,
ordered,
confirmed ordered order,
drove to the paying counter,
and.....

I FORGOT TO BRING MY WALLET!

Told the lady I was sorry a ga-zillion times....
....then I drove home....

=s

I am Sam

2009-04-07T20:54:00.003+08:00

If you have not watched I am Sam, go hit your heads against a wall.

If you haven't heard of it,
SHOOT YOURSELVES WITH A BAZOOKA LA!

This is one movie everyone should watch. The story revolves around an autistic man , Sam, who is left by his wife after she has given birth to a child, leaving the child behind in the care of Sam. The relationship between father and daughter tightens, until one day, Social Service deems that Sam is incapable of taking the responsibility of raising a child in his condition. So she is taken away from him and given to a foster home. Sam eventually finds a lawyer to help him with his case, in taking custody of her daughter again. The story then tells a tale of a determined man who fights for the custody of his daughter, who will go against all odds, in making sure her daughter is happy. Despite being disabled, the movie comes to show that no matter how crippled you may be, you will always have the ability to love and care.

Brilliant movie, although it is not that new, I give it a full 5 (Vinod) Star rating.
=p
Heart warming, touching, tantalizing, insightful, moving....

Scrabble and a Bone

2009-04-04T20:32:00.006+08:00

Just finished a game of Scrabble with my mom. Played for an hour and a half, racked my brains, a lot, and I won in the end. Hahahahahah! You have no idea how hard it is to beat my mom in Scrabble. She's like the ultimate GOD of Scrabble. So beating her today made me ecstatic!

Oh yeah, I got myself a bone today too. No, not a real bone, but a pillow bone. Saw this in Metro Prima just now, and I had to get it. Surprisingly enough, my mom said okay! I love this pillow!

Okay, I do look like a dog with a bone in this one.

Finally.....

2009-04-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

My fingers keep drumming the table top as I rack my brain for anything significant to type out, but more often than not, my head draws up a blank screen.

I am losing it.....

It just occurred to me that it is officially the month of April. Almost a year now since all my life drama episodes began. It has been a year of ups and downs, mostly downs. But I can't help to think about the end of it. Somehow, I see it ending in shambles.

Learn from your mistakes. I hear every Tom, Dick and Harry harping around with this phrase, trying to make me see whatever light that is I am supposed to look at. But in some cases, it is always easier said than done. Turning over a new leaf takes time, weeks if not days, months if not weeks, years if not months. But, this is what I said a year ago. More recent? My new year's resolution. Yet, same old same old.

Studies is wrecking havoc upon me. Exams in around, what? 8 months? Less? God knows, what's getting into my pea-sized brain. Sitting at a table at hours at a time has never been my thing. Maths has never been my thing, and so is Chemistry. Biology, nyeh, I'll probably survive. Had my monthly exams recently. Was sick for two days, so I did not bother attending. Mom does not know, she'd probably be digging a makeshift grave in the backyard. The papers I sat for made no difference to my awesome CGPA of 0.00! (Is that a + or - ?) Monthly only what.....

Health wise? I just had a bag of Chachos and a bottle of 100 Plus. If that's any sign of my health deteriorating, you guys better be looking out for me in the obituaries. Weight has been fluctuating over the year. One moment I have loss a great deal, the next, I'd have put it all back on with little extras. GRRRRR-EAT! Or so the Tiger on the cereal box says.

My emotional standings have been off too. I don't know where my sanity is at. Where ever it is, I need it back quick. I tend to do many things out of sudden random whims. It's odd, but heck, I love the hell out of it. But there is something else too, an emotion that has been constantly growing that has made me different to the people of my surroundings. It shouldn't be there, but there it is. Waiting to consume me. Waiting to change me forever. Waiting to make me or break me. It is bad, it needs to go, soon, or I will be facing quite a bit this year.

A lot of my friends have made an impact on me this past year. Some supportive, always there, some not so. Naive to to my emotions and feelings, being much hypocritical. You know who you are, so don't feel ashamed. Some friends, are much like family to me and they mean more than words can ever describe them to be. Some of us have gotten tighter, some of us are falling apart, blending into the mist, soon to be forgotten, but impacted me all the same. Thank you for being there, for making life look like it could be worth fighting for. Thank to you to those who have been shitty, at least I'd know how to choose my friends in the time to come. Wouldn't life be meaningless if all the shitty people weren't around? Tch.....

Finally, what seems to be a productive post.....

Finally, something on that blank screen.....

Finally....

Puppet Show

2009-03-31T20:07:00.002+08:00

Today was the closing ceremony of the Language Month in my school and a few friends and I were in a puppet show. This had to be one of the cutest things I have done in a while now. The voices behind the show belongs to Kalpanaa, Yeshotha, Kalaivani and me. The characters are a bear, a lion and a duck not forgetting the narrator of the story. So without further a due, I present to you, The Box!

Eli Stone

2009-03-21T05:00:00.002+08:00

About a sucessful lawyer who has visions of George Micheal singing Faith in his living room and amongst others, is he destined to be a prophet or is it just his brain aneurysm that is causing all his hallucinations?

Eli Stone is simply amazing!

Now on Star World.
(I want the DVD's though)

Minute Updates

2009-03-21T02:38:00.004+08:00

Every time I get to the new post page, I always seem to have writer's block. I have been doing nothing much that seems to be interesting enough to pen down. But, little minute updates to share with you all, just to know that I am still alive and kicking...

(1) Raced with Thira to McDonalds, I won, and he got into a car accident, terrible.
(2) Barbecued at a friend's place.
(3) Went to KL with Ashwin and Michelle. Hunted for Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa, traveled in the SMART tunnel for the first time and had waffles in A&W, PJ.

That's pretty much it.

Revenge of the Fallen

2009-03-03T02:13:00.002+08:00

Revenge is coming....

To see this in HD, go to:
http://www.apple.com/trailers/paramount/transformersrevengeofthefallen/
(Quicktime needed)